Time for Some Housecleaning

I had a pretty nasty comment posted on Friday’s blog. It really hurt my feelings and it brought a rush of guilt and pain back, not something that I need right now. My hurt over the post touched my current relationship and after a long talk, some tears, and some hugs, I’ve decided to make some changes.

I’m pretty sure everyone can clearly see that I took the link to Marc’s blog off of here. Not sure if anyone visited it, it was definitely fun, but I’ll put one last link on this post so that if you want to bookmark it for yourself you can certainly do so. He hasn’t done anything to me, but it is time to really detach myself from him as well as detach myself from his family, whom only seems out to hurt me.

As the comment says, my next “victim” Mircea and I had a very nice visit. On Friday we went out for some wine and then for some sushi. On Saturday we got up early and took a walk on the beach and looked for sand dollars and just enjoyed the beautiful San Diego weather. When had some yummy lox bagels and then drove up to La Jolla to kayak in the ocean, which was just awesome. We were in a tandem kayak and we both got totally drenched. It was awesome!! Then we came back to the hotel after picking up some fish tacos and just stayed in and watched some movies. Taking him back this morning was the hardest thing I’ve done in awhile. I’d cried so many unnecessary tears last night (over stupid people and then stupid me) that I didn’t want to cry in front of him, but when he walked into the airport I started bawling my eyes out and couldn’t stop until I was up in my hotel room again. I will see him in three weeks for his last San Diego visit and we have all kinds of fun things planned. We’re going to go to Sea World and then tour the Midway, and then on Saturday night he has a “romantic surprise” for me, which I’m really looking forward to (he doesn’t disappoint!) It will be another whirlwind trip, but its just great to see him and its great that we were able to work this out so we could keep seeing each other while I’m here. It is very comforting to know that my three months away didn’t break our “so-very-new” relationship, and that makes me appreciate what we have even more. Ok, enough sappy stuff.

Hope everyone has a great week. I’ve got my first appointment with a personal trainer tomorrow and I’m really looking forward to it. I’m ready to get my body back into shape!

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